onwards

Onwards from AKQA on Vimeo.

cool video

Desert Song

though i have heard this song numerous times earlier, the words just meant nothing to me, ladies song, key was too high, difficult to worship

but last night, during the Hillsong United worship, after the alter call, i was so ministered by this song that i bought the CD before i left

when u are dead (in sin), u cant even ask God for help,

but Jesus had compassion, reach out, grab hold, "Young man, arise"

still in darkness, waiting,

Sat in the tomb, waiting for resurrection Sun



This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow

I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking

I have climbed highest mountain
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you

I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you

But I still havent found what Im looking for
But I still havent found what Im looking for

I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone

But I still havent found what Im looking for
But I still havent found what Im looking for

I believe in the kingdom come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
Bleed into one
Well yes Im still running

You broke the bonds and you
Loosed the chains
Carried the cross
Of my shame
Of my shame
You know I believed it

But I still havent found what Im looking for
But I still havent found what Im looking for
But I still havent found what Im looking for
But I still havent found what Im looking for...

do you think this is a gospel song?!?

Gone to Soon (1993)

Like a comet
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soon

Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon

Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night

Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon

Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon

Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon

Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight
Here one day
Gone one night

Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon


this is such a beautiful song, originally dedicated to Ryan White, a young victim of AIDS whom MJ befriended prior to his death

soon its used to remember many people, famous or otherwise, who have gone before their time
so much so that a memorial website was named after this song and the words used inspired the creation of the site
to have him sing it for himself is so unreal

like it or not, i grew up with him thru the 80s & 90s
when he looked the best
gave us the best music
when he was at his peak
when he was truly king of pop

so sad, riches and fame cant fill that void in man

Cadbury Eyebrows

ok i'm too busy and lazy to blog now

its got something to do with me being a perfectionist, draft no good i dont post

but

i absolutely love this ad :)

whoever came up with this is truly a genius

Chingay 2009

on my way back after TP viewing, saw a crowd gathering, kaypoh and realised Chingay floats are passing by, whip out my phone and snap away.

less than a mth in AMK, perks of being in PM's ward? (:

Rest in the Year of the Ox

went back "home" this morning for service
blogpastor spoke on resting in the Lord

Matthew 11
28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

communion - be with Jesus
direction - follow Jesus
co-operation - work with Jesus


The LORD replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."
Exodus 33:14

Rest in the LORD and wait patiently for Him
Psalm 37:7

yes Father, i will be still and rest in You.

勇氣

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you
Deuteronomy 31:6

entered 2009 into a new chapter
joy was shortlived
new house but not home yet
constant tension over her obsession with her idols
contant spiritual battle
where is victory Jesus?
homecoming will come when m presence leaves my flat

work overload
staff shortage
how long more Father?

financially tight
still burden with a flat unsold
still waiting Father

still unpacking
house is in a mess, physically and spiritually
postpone BKK this CNY
pack to move thru new year, unpack thru CNY
another long weekend burn